Well I always wondered what will school be like for her? I wonder if the other kids will be cruel to her? I wonder if she will end up like the girl who was bullied and couldn't take it any more. These fears are real to me. Then I was on face book read in the "Many faces of Moebius Syndrome" I read Chelsea Thomas story. And I guess I have to face the fact that is will happen. She will be picked on because she is different. Oh hell I was picked on because I was fat. I guess I was hoping. But reality is it will happen and I can't stop it. I just hope since God made her this way, that he also gave her the strength to handle the peoples stares and remarks. I try not to think about these things but it always pops in my head. I walked past her walker the other day when she was here and I popped in my head that I never thought I would have a child or grand child that would need one of them. And then I thought how blessed I am to have her. She has made me realize how much every little part of life is special. Now when I look at Chloe take a step how special that small step is. When she says words how special each work is. But when I hear Camielle try to say a word or even when that Mona Lisa smile of hers comes through how special they are to me. I know she will have a rough road ahead of her. And pray that she will knock down every road block that is thrown in from of her.Sunday, April 18, 2010
Well I always wondered what will school be like for her? I wonder if the other kids will be cruel to her? I wonder if she will end up like the girl who was bullied and couldn't take it any more. These fears are real to me. Then I was on face book read in the "Many faces of Moebius Syndrome" I read Chelsea Thomas story. And I guess I have to face the fact that is will happen. She will be picked on because she is different. Oh hell I was picked on because I was fat. I guess I was hoping. But reality is it will happen and I can't stop it. I just hope since God made her this way, that he also gave her the strength to handle the peoples stares and remarks. I try not to think about these things but it always pops in my head. I walked past her walker the other day when she was here and I popped in my head that I never thought I would have a child or grand child that would need one of them. And then I thought how blessed I am to have her. She has made me realize how much every little part of life is special. Now when I look at Chloe take a step how special that small step is. When she says words how special each work is. But when I hear Camielle try to say a word or even when that Mona Lisa smile of hers comes through how special they are to me. I know she will have a rough road ahead of her. And pray that she will knock down every road block that is thrown in from of her.
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