Sunday, April 12, 2009


Happy Easter to my 2 little bunnies. Chloe is 10 days old and Camielle is handling being a big sister very well. It's mommy I worry about. I wish that I was closer to her to help. Because I know that she needs help with both. Both of them need feed every 3 hours (G.G.'s last feeding is 8pm) and Camielle is still not walking so it is like having like twins. One just a little bigger than the other. And I know my daughter she will not ask for help. The feeding during the night I am sure is rough for her. She didn't have this with Camielle. She was on a feeder. So she had to get up only once and that was around 5 in the morning to fill her feeder. I just hope she comes up with a schedule that will make sure she is getting enough rest. I would take my G.G. for a few days except she need her physical and occupational therapy. Yes I worry about my 3 girls. My baby girl and her girls. I pray for strength and good health for all. I really hate that I can't be there to help. I feel that is my job as a mother and grandmother. Am I failing?

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